I am so unhappy with myself but have no willpower to make changes. I've tried. Ugh. But on a happier note, i went to the rascal flatt's concert on saturday and it was one of the best concerts i have been to in i long time. I feel like i want summer to speed up and slow down at the same time. I want it to speed up because i want to hurry up and get my last semester over with but i want it to slow down because i am not ready for the cold or the homework and extra busy schedule. I dunnooooo. Ok i'm going to watch some tv and hopefully get back to sleep.